For a few days this week I’ve talked about the devastation felt when some friendships are broken by one side (in Rejected Heart and I Believe In Angels). As I’ve said in these previous posts, it hurts for a long time, and even now I still feel the deep pain of the scar from that friendship.
It took me a long time after first realising my feelings for my friend were no longer reciprocated, to accepting the situation.
Why did it take me so long to accept it?
Because I thought I knew better than God! I thought the best thing for me was for that friendship to grow and flourish, however God had decided my angel’s work had been done, and therefore I no longer needed them. I have to be truthful here and say that despite this I still find myself hoping that someday this friendship may be rekindled as I still really care about my friend even though they seem not to care about me anymore…and I still find myself hurting when I think about the love, support and encouragement we share with one another…
I know that God will always decide what I need and when I need it, so he will determine if my friendship will ever be rekindles so that my friend and I can once again share the love, support and encouragement we once showed one another. If however that is not to happen, I believe God will continue to send me angels when I am most in need of them.
Either way, I continue to thank God for the period of time that my friendship with my angel really did “mean the world to me”, as without that time I’m not sure I would have got through those very dark days.
Someone Like You by Adele
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn’t give to you.
Ain’t like you to hold it back or hide from the light.
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summer haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you say:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”, yay.
Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
I wish nothing but the best for you.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you say:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah.
The Distinct Dot 
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