God made each one of us individually, and so we are each unique and loved by God because of that. So why do we spend time wishing we are more more like someone else, just because they seem to be ‘happier’ or ‘better’ than we are?
We just need to be ourselves, after all God made us just they way he wanted us to be. We simply must ask God to help us live our lives more like Christ, then we be content and happy, forever.
So don’t keep comparing yourself with others, God has made them different from you because He wants you just to be you!