I don’t know about you but when I’m struggling to stay in control of my emotions I feel even more alone than usual, but conversely it’s also at that time that I want to be more alone too! Does that make any sense to you, or can you relate to that?
Maybe that feeling of loneliness is because it scares me to show my emotions in public and let others see how I’m really feeling – I’ve spoken before about how my worst nightmare is falling apart in public; Maybe it’s because subconsciously I know that the only person I can truly count on during these days is God and therefore I know no-one else will “measure-up” – As even in times of need, our closest friends/family aren’t always there for us, but God always is.
So in your darkest and loneliest of times, just remember God is there for you and His Strength Is Perfect and can get you through these days:
I can relate. People are inconsistent but God is not.
However I do believe there is beauty in vulnerability. It is risky, but it does invite others to open themselves up. We are all lonely and sad sometimes.
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